Sebastian Sepher

[drake]

sebastian anthony sepher,

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ALL AROUND ME ARE FAMILIAR FACE, WORN OUT PLACES, WORN OUT FACES

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BRIGHT AND EARLY FOR THEIR DAILY RACES, GOING NOWHERE, GOING NOWHERE!
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WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?
Sebastian Anthony Sepher
DO YOU HAVE ANY NICKNAMES?
Drake, Seb, Sebby, Bastian, Sass, Piglet.
WHERE IS BIRTH PLACE?
Vancouver, British Columbia.
THAT MAKES YOUR NATIONALITY...
Canadian
WHEN IS YOUR BIRTH DATE
August 9th
HOW OLD DOES THAT MAKE YOU?
Nineteen
WHAT IS YOUR RELIGION?
Atheist
WHAT IS YOUR SEXUALITY?
Heterosexual
WHAT CRIME SENT YOU HERE?
Rape
HOW LONG IS YOUR SENTENCE?
Three Years
WHO DO YOU BEST RESEMBLE?
Kevin Zegers

IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
THEIR TEARS ARE FILLING UP THEIR GLASSES, NO EXPRESSION, NO EXPRESSION.
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WHAT DO YOU ENJOY?
- Reading
- Books
- Animals
- Farms
- Cold Weather
- Rain
- Fantasy
- Science Fiction
- Anything that isn't real
- Outdoors
- Gardening
- Flowers
- Clouds
- Stars
- Swimming
- Tree Climbing

WHAT DO YOU NOT ENJOY?
- Alcohol
- Drugs
- Excessive Sex
- Animal Abuse
- Bullying
- Dumb People the ones who are just so fricken' dumb that everyone knows it
- Drawing
- People he can't read
- Silent People
- Rape
- Killing
- Blood
- Meat Products
- Being watched
- Bright pink
- Flashing Lights

WHAT DO YOU FEAR MOST?
- Human Blood
- That he may one day kill someone while drunk rather than only rape them
- That he may rape someone again
- That all fiction will break out into reality

WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS IN LIFE?
- To own a small house in the middle of a tropical forest with the wild animals that may be out there.
- To one day own a couple Komodo Dragons.
- To finally be rid of his small drinking problem.
- To find out where the hell Willhelm ran off to...

WHAT ARE YOUR FLAWS?
- Shy So damn quiet and anti-social
- Quite the hypocrite
- Closes himself off to most of the world
- Snaps and gets angry when his intelligence is insulted

WHAT ARE YOUR TURN ONS?
- Nice Legs
- Virgins
- Tomboys
- Touches to his ears
- Whispers

WHAT ARE YOUR TURN OFFS?
- Preppy and popular girls
- Males
- Boobs bigger than C cup... even C cup is pushing the limit
- Alcohol no more of that
- Blood

WHAT IS YOUR BEST MEMORY?
Going to a new school is a terrifying thing. Especially high school. It's so different compared to what elementary school was like. Drake had never been social in elementary school and hadn't quite had any friends. But he went to high school and, the moment he walked through the door, a kid seemed to come flying out of nowhere to pounce on him. Drake had no clue who he was. The boy didn't know who Drake was either. But the boy, Rudolf Akero, who had come from so far away, had a friendly enough personality to make Drake be his friend. Drake still doesn't regret that friendship.

WHAT IS YOUR WORST MEMORY?
It wasn't too long back when Drake's parents said they didn't have the money to keep up their farm. The animals were sold and they moved into an apartment in the city rather than their little, cozy farm. Those animals had been Drake's friends and giving them away left a huge crack in his heart. His parents only allowed him to keep the pigs, but nothing else. It was the pigs that he seemed closest to, after all.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF!
Drake is just one of those quiet guys. They sit in the corner of class and sometimes you wonder if they're mute or not. The only time he answers is if someone speaks directly to him and he's not able to give a simple nod or shake of his head to reply. He just prefers not to draw attention to himself. Drake is the gentle farm boy. He doesn't want to make a mistake and get on someone's bad side. He doesn't feel up to fighting either verbally or physically. He would really rather sit by himself in a corner and read his books. The boy is an ultimate book geek. But it's a quiet activity that lets his imagination run around so he sticks with it. Unfortunately, even when he's reading, the boy often seems rather bored. There isn't enough excitement in his life. At least, not any fun form of it. Drake hardly even smiles unless he's busy with animals or you happen to be a close friend. But Drake has never had many friends. Just a selected few who don't try to hurt him or get on his nerves. Though some of these friends decide to play around, but all know to not insult the boy's intelligence. Drake finds himself to be highly intelligent and you are not to tell him otherwise.

A huge problem for Drake is the fact that he has an alcohol problem. Alcohol does weird things to people and it does the very same for Drake. It's the whole reason he was sent to Ridgestone in the first place. Just a few drinks and Drake will give into all urges. If he wants to punch someone, he will do it. If he has something he wants to say to someone, he will say it. If he wants to have sex with someone, he will have sex with them... even if they say no and try to push him away. If he wants something, he will get it when he is drunk enough. He quickly regrets it every time later yet he still finds himself constantly drinking. To give up on alcohol is one of his goals but it's proving to be way more difficult than his parents told him it would be.

IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
THE DREAMS IN WHICH IM DYING ARE THE BEST I HAVE EVER HAD.
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WHO IS YOUR MOTHER? HOW OLD IS SHE? WHAT DOES SHE DO?
Kiri Marcus - 47 Years Old - Unemployed/Bedridden
WHO IS YOUR FATHER? HOW OLD IS HE? WHAT DOES HE DO?
Matthew Sepher - 49 Years Old - History Teacher
DO YOU HAVE ANY BROTHERS?
Arthur "Artemis" Sepher - 19 Years Old
Willhelm Sepher - 23 Years Old
DO YOU HAVE ANY SISTERS?
N/A
ANY OTHER RELATIVES I SHOULD KNOW ABOUT?
Johann - Papa Pig
Cecilia - Mama Pig
Luca - Baby Piggy
TELL ME ABOUT YOUR PAST!
It was the little farm girl marrying the intelligent city boy. The city boy was willing to give up everything he had just for his pretty farm girl. That's why the two lived on her farm and started having children. They thought the children could have a lovely life by living on the farm and it ended up as the two parents and three boys. First came Willhelm, then Arthur and then Sebastian. The only one who went by their birth name was Willhelm. Arthur became Artemis due to his future leading of his school's Archery Club and Sebastian became Drake. Perhaps all because of his growing up loving mythical creatures and obsession with using dragons in the game Dungeons and Dragons. Drake pretty much was the little dork of the family. Artemis was the athletic one while Willhelm was... special. City boy like his father, only excessively flirty and so much more.

Drake and Artemis spent a lot of time with their mother. She taught them the ways of the farm. They learned how to treat and tame animals. They learned the name of each animal, how they functioned and just how dangerous they were. The boys were taught to play instruments and learned all about different plants and herbs from their mother. While they learned this, their older brother was out being a city boy with his father. Playing in the dirt like Artemis and Drake just wasn't Will's thing. He wanted to be treated like a prince with all the finer things in life. Drake would always make fun of his older brother and tell him he's missing out. At times, he would educate Willhelm on the farm boy ways and, in return, Willhelm would tell Drake all about what it's like to be a city boy.

There was always alcohol in the house. Neither parents were alcoholics. In fact, the father rarely ever drank but the mother did every few days. She wasn't an alcoholic. She never drank to the point where she would be drunk either. She knew she wouldn't be a very good mother if she were an alcoholic. She already knew she was a bad mother for allowing her children to try alcohol. Willhelm quickly found a great love for the drink. Artemis ddin't dare try it because he knew what it did to people. Drake tried it but didn't like it. Yet every time it was offered it, he wouldn't turn it down. In fact, Drake found himself drinking if far more often than his mother or even Willhelm did.

School for Drake went from bad to rather easy, actually. The elementary school days were painful. He was bullied a lot. Drake was the farm boy. When the people in his school thought of farm boys, they thought of strong boys with no time to have a brain. Drake was bullied a lot. He'd have intelligence insulted and was frequently pushed into the mud. But Drake was raised with pigs. They were his favorite animal on the farm. He would lay in mud with pigs on purpose. So being pushed into the mud wasnt't a problem. Being forced to eat sand and locked in closets was the more difficult part. Things got even worse in the last two years of elementary school when Drake was cursed with having glasses. People would tell him that he's not smart, so why was he wearing them? Only smart people wore glasses. People told him he was a horrid looking boy and the glasses looked so bad that they at least took people's attention off his own ugliness. Drake never fought back. Not with his words or fists. In fact, most people thought Drake was mute because he so rarely spoke. He tookt he bullying and just dealt with it.

Highschool was a lot easier for him. The moment he walked through the door, he had friends. Literally. They fell from the sky onto his back. Not even kidding. There were a lot of them and the few times anyone tried to make fun of Drake, they were there. Rudy Akero was the gay boy who would cheer him up after someone insulted his intelligence. Vergil Jewel was the boy who didn't know how to shut his mouth. Not in the way that he talked too much but he had a way of insulting everyone when he spoke. But he was Drake's friend because Vergil never insulted Drake's intelligence. Zedekiah Zed was the prankster who would instantly get paypack on whoever hurt his friends. And Noah Menta was the boy who no one really messed with. He was kind like Rudy was but Noah was one of those boys where no one seemed to really hate him and the warm words and smiles he gave. Drake couldn't have asked for better friends.

Most people left Drake alone in high school though. He was still the silent kid but he became a hell of a lot more invisible. People also knew that you don't mess with Willhelm's little brother. Will always protected Drake. He hated Artemis but if you touched Drake, you could expect something bad to happen to you in the morning. One of two boys even woke up one morning naked and tied to a post. They couldn't remember the night before but they good guess. Drake was pleased to have a brother like Willhelm. They were just that close. But things got easier at least. Rudy decided to make Drake prettier. But Drake didn't care about looks. But the glasses were gone, replaced with contacts, and a hair cut was involved. A new wardrobe was also useful. Most people didn't realize it was Drake. He got fewer insults and more compliments. Rudy was a life saver.

There was one big thing that the boys couldn't really help with. That was Drake's drinking problem. In fact, his big brother made it worse. Willhelm took him out drinking every Friday night. But, one night, it was too much. Drake had never loved a girl. He had been a virgin. He'd seen girls and wondered what it would be like to have sex with them though. What boy doesn't do that? But the alcohol did something to him. Anything holding him back from giving into his urges was gone. If he wanted something, he would get it. That night, he just happened to want a girl. She didn't want him in return. But he wanted her. So he pinned her down and took her against the wall. It took effort to hold her down and stop her from screaming for help but he was a strong farm boy. He could manage it on his own.

No one was aware of Drake's drinking. In fact, after that night, he only seemed to drink more. He was fully aware of what he'd done to that girl. He hated himself for it. But he used alcohol to drown his problems. That girl wasn't the first. It wasn't a frequently occuring thing. Once ever few months, he'd give in to some urge and take a girl. It was never killing. Only sex. Drake never had sex with a girl sober though. He was too shy to ask any girl out or to sleep wit him when he was sober. Willhelm was the only one there to help him with his problem. He tried to be there whenever Drake was drinking to stop him from doing something he'd regret. He couldn't always prevent it thought.

Willhelm couldn't be there forever though. The boy's homosexuality was obvious and their father just wouldn't stand for having a gay son. Really, he had no problem with gay people. But he wasn't about to let one of his kids grow up gay and ruin their life. The boy was kicked out of the house. The only thing trying to help Drake with his problems was gone. The fight between Willhelm and their dad was so huge that Will not only left their house but left the city. Drake didn't even hear from him again after that day. He tried to call his brother's cellphone but there was never an answer. Drake didn't know what to do anymore. So the first thing he did was find someone else to help him. He told Artemis about his problem. The first thing Artemis did was punch him in the face. The second thing he did was promise to help in the best way he could. But Artemis pointed out that he wasn't Willhelm. He wasn't good at helping. But he'd try. When Drake asked why Artemis punched him, his brother replied that it was his punishment for being stupid enough to go out drinking with a city boy.

Thing got worse a year later. Sweet sixteen. But guess what? They had to sell the farm. They knew their mother sick. She became more and more weak and had more problems as days went by. The day she was diagnosed with AIDs was the day they realized they had to sell the farm. Drake and Artemis couldn't look after it on their own. Their mother needed a real house and proper treatment. The woman said it was okay and they could keep the farm but her husband would not allow it. All the animals were sold and the new house was bought. They kept the cat. They kept two of the dogs. The three pigs were kept as well. Drake refused to part with his dearest pigs. So those beasts were kept in a mud puddle made in the backyard of their new home. Unfortunately, even after selling the farm, the doctors said the woman wouldn't live very long.

Without the farm, Drake had more time on his hands. Knowing his mother was dying meant he had more reasosn to be depressed. There was more drinking. A lot more of it. He spent most days beside his mom's bed. He'd play the guitar for her. The guitar she made for him. He'd sing and talk about old memories. He didn't want his mother die. He didn't know what he would do with her gone. When he wasn't at his mother's side, it meant he was out with friends or out drinking. Artemis never went with him when he went to drink. He just warned him that there was such thing as too much alcohol and that bad things would happen. Maybe if Artemis had gone with him, the rape could have stopped. But there had to be at least five more women he forced himself onto over those two years. The last one wasn't a complete success. Drake was caught. Who called the police and told them that rape was going on? Drake didn't know. He didn't care. What mattered was that he was caught for his sin and sentenced to three years at a detention facility in Alaska. He'd be there for three years knowing his mother only had one year left to live at the most. Just that thought made Drake's regrets of drinking ten times worse. The detention facility was supposed to fix him. He prayed that it would. He wanted to stop his drinking. He wanted to be the good guy again and live on a farm once more. No more alcohol and no more sex. He didn't want it anymore.

IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
HIDE MY HEAD I WANT TO DROWN MY SORROWS, NO TOMMOROW, NO TOMORROW
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THE ROLEPLAYER!

NAME/ALIAS
Carly
AGE
Seventeen
GENDER
Female
EXPERIENCE
Five Years
CONTACT INFO
PM
TIME ZONE
Pacific, I hope.
RULE PHRASE
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IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
CHILDREN WAITING FOR THE DAY THEY FEEL GOOD, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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