Madeline Matthews

[maddiefingmatthews]

Madeline Lelia Matthews,

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ALL AROUND ME ARE FAMILIAR FACE, WORN OUT PLACES, WORN OUT FACES
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BRIGHT AND EARLY FOR THEIR DAILY RACES, GOING NOWHERE, GOING NOWHERE!
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WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?
Madeline Lelia Matthews
DO YOU HAVE ANY NICKNAMES?
Maddie, Krueger
WHERE IS BIRTH PLACE?
Webster, Texas.
THAT MAKES YOUR NATIONALITY...
American
WHEN IS YOUR BIRTH DATE
April 21st, 1992
HOW OLD DOES THAT MAKE YOU?
Seventeen.
WHAT IS YOUR RELIGION?
Spiritualist
WHAT IS YOUR SEXUALITY?
Bisexual..
WHAT CRIME SENT YOU HERE?
Assault, uhhh, Murder.
HOW LONG IS YOUR SENTENCE?
Four
WHO DO YOU BEST RESEMBLE?
ellen page.

IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
THEIR TEARS ARE FILLING UP THEIR GLASSES, NO EXPRESSION, NO EXPRESSION.
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WHAT DO YOU ENJOY?
-Music
-Horses
-Horror Movies, My favorite horror movie dude has to be Freddy Krueger..
-Gore
-Sex
-Weed
-Cigarettes
-Alcohol
WHAT DO YOU NOT ENJOY?
-Prissy girls
-Straight Edge People
-Birds
-Cops
-The law
-My parents
WHAT DO YOU FEAR MOST?
]The dark. Or spiders.
WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS IN LIFE?
No idea...I suppose just get out of here.
WHAT ARE YOUR FLAWS?
-Too tall..for a girl anyways.
-Anger Management
-Obsession over cartoon/movie characters
-Socially awkward
WHAT ARE YOUR TURN ONS?
-Horror Movie fan
-Soft spot of animals
-Bad boys
-Tall girls
-Long hair on guys, short on girls.
WHAT ARE YOUR TURN OFFS?
-Short
-Controlling
-Goody goods
-Bad taste in music and or movies
WHAT IS YOUR BEST MEMORY?
Getting my pony, Sunny Delight! He is the love of my life. He was a four year old at the time. He is...nine now I suppose? Well, He was this odd pony in the yard, of course, I didn't know what what going on. I was eleven, just getting good a riding. Damn, I keep getting side tracked. Well, there was Sunny. His little palomino self. He was green broke, so I got to help train him. That was exciting. Now he is the only jumper at my home. Well...which brings me to my worst memory.
WHAT IS YOUR WORST MEMORY?
My parents had to lease out Sunny. Apparently it was because I got into too many fights at school. Bull shit. All those jerk offs deserved it. My parents didn't understand that. They were making fun of me! They started it! Well, Sunny was leased out to a little boy, whom I know hate and envy. He gets to ride my pony. I hope if I 'shape up' I'll get him back.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF!
Like I said, I am a horror movie fan. Love the gore. I love my some zombies flicks, Jason and Freddy. Oh, and Chucky. Chucky is a pretty bad ass little dude. So, some people may say I have a obsessive personality, but oh well, as long as I'm happy, right? I also have a slight anger issue, I tend to get in a lot of fights. A lot.

I am actually rather sweet, if you agree with me. I will argue and argue till we see eye to eye in something. I'm sure I wont have any problems making friends here, I mean...I did kill two people. That makes me pretty scary, right? I don't know how these Detention things work, or how the latter is.

Well, Like I said, I am quite sweet. I am also energetic, really hyper and rather loud. First seeing me, I probably appear like I shouldn't be here. yeah, I'm sure someone will cross me and I'll prove them wrong.

I have a extreme soft spot of children and animals. More animals now, seeing that a certain child has, indeed, got on my bad side. I love horses more then anything. They are like large gates to Heaven. If Heaven even exists. Well, there energy is very light and peaceful.

I fully believe in spirits. Demons. Angels. All that jazz. I know there is a Heaven and a Hell, but I am not sure if there is a Devil or a God. Hence, why I call myself a spiritualist.

I've always been a sensitive since I was a kid, my parents supported it, but yelled at me when an energy scared me. This gradually started to piss me off. I felt like no one in my family understood the things I saw, the things I knew!

I tend to talk with a thick Texas accent when I'm heated about something, or in an argument. Also, I break out in a British accent from time to time. No idea why, seeing I have never been to Britain.

Before I..'became murderous' I wanted to be a preschool teacher. I guess that will never happen. The chances of me teaching lessons or being a therapist have gone down the drain too. I really don't know what too do in life now, I feel like I really can't do anything. Well, maybe I can at least be a stable hand or something. Eh.

I tend to have horrible nightmares, or night terrors. I wake up every night, screaming. I usually dream that Freddy Krueger is after me for stealing his job. It was just too people! I am scared to sleep now, I know Freddy isn't real...but, the dreams...I feel like I will start believing he is.

Apparently, I mumble too myself, I haven't caught myself doing it though. I usually say creepy things, like the Freddy rhyme, or...I'm not sure what its called but the..."One fine day in the middle of the night, two dead boys got up to fight.." Yeah, that one.

I guess I think I'm just saying these in my head, but really I mumble.
I am really nervous about being here, because I bet no one will want to be friends with me. Hm. Four years of hell. And Freddy. Freddy will be there for me.

IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
THE DREAMS IN WHICH IM DYING ARE THE BEST I HAVE EVER HAD.
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WHO IS YOUR MOTHER? HOW OLD IS SHE? WHAT DOES SHE DO?
Lindsay Matthews. She was 57. She was a stay at home mom.
WHO IS YOUR FATHER? HOW OLD IS HE? WHAT DOES HE DO?
Terrence Matthews. He was 56. He was a physicians assistant.
DO YOU HAVE ANY BROTHERS?
Nope..
DO YOU HAVE ANY SISTERS?

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My two nephews, my niece and my niece to be!

Tristen and Dennis Holley
Alease and Un-named girl Pinos
TELL ME ABOUT YOUR PAST!
I was born in Webster, Texas. Don't ask me where that is close too. I'll say Austin or Houston. Either one. I never really researched that. Don't really care now.

I don't remember much of my childhood, though I'm pretty sure it was a happy one. Nothing really too say, I only really remember my teenager, preteen years. Pretty sad, I know. I believe thats when I first started to realize that people were shit.

Oh, memory time from childhood. I remember I used to be friends with younger boys and girls so I could push them around. I wanted to be in charge, I wanted to be the smarter one, the brains of the operation. I'd throw a fit if no one acknowledged me.

I lived in quite the boring town. I rode horses since I was eight, been around them since I was a baby. Hmmm, I guess I would say I found myself in quite the bad crowd, got into smoking cigarettes and drinking when I was fourteen. I broke the habit, but I do still smoke there and again.

Also, I've had two close friends commit suicide. I still think about Eric a lot, seeing that he shot himself in the middle of November, so it was only a few months ago. I got a tattoo for both of them. PDJ on my left hip, hearts traveling across my lower stomach and then EPP on my right hip. I also forgot to mention that he was my neighbor.

Also, when I went through my drinking and partying phase, I also went through a phase of anxiety and depression. I had some issues with...uhm, self inflicting pain on myself. Now I'm on a magical pill called Lexapro which is for panic attacks and depression. I'm pretty much cured!

For that anyways... Other then that, nothing really drastic happened in my until my senior year.

I always seemed to become obsessed with fictional characters. First it was Lil' Slugger from Paranoia Agent, then Sasuke of Naruto, next came Sakura from Naruto...all pretty innocent and fine...Then BAM Freddy came into my life.

I've always known who Freddy Krueger was, seen all the movies, etc. Yet, I seemed to just want to watch him, record him, be him.

So, then I made a replica of his hat, and bought a similar sweater and a vintage clothes store. I had the outfit, but not the most important part. The knives glove. So I stole a old, bulky leather glove and some butter knives from the kitchen..

With three months of sharping, I finally had the blades I was looking for. My Freddy blades. Within another month, I attached the knives with metal bands I tied around each finger.

I only had this outfit for personal use, until the day Sunny was taken from me. My pony. God damn parents. So, while they were sleeping, I got all dressed up in my Freddy attire, tested out my new toy. How? I stabbed pillows, I cut walls and I destroyed dolls.

I tip toed into my parents room, fucking stabbed the mother fuckers to death, not only did I stab them, I scratched then deeply, I left my mark. Then I set the room on fire. Freddy could control fire, so why not I?

I then booked it, though some cops some how found me. Fucking took me in when they found out where I lived...and the fact I was pretty covered in blood and smelt of smoke and burning flesh.

Hence, why I am here.
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IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
HIDE MY HEAD I WANT TO DROWN MY SORROWS, NO TOMMOROW, NO TOMORROW
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THE ROLEPLAYER!

NAME/ALIAS
Maddie ;D
AGE
Seventeen
GENDER
Female
EXPERIENCE
Since I was eight, so 8 years? ;
CONTACT INFO
MSN - [e-mail]
TIME ZONE
Eastern
RULE PHRASE
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IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
CHILDREN WAITING FOR THE DAY THEY FEEL GOOD, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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okay, here is how it goes. this application letter is made by eunicegoesRAWR! @
caustion.2! lyrics are by gary jules and tears for fear. please so do not steal or claim it as yours.
i have a short temper and if i see it and see no credit or anything like that, i will have to hurt you, biatch!
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[Sano Kemosiri Dyrovaske]

Hey, Maddie dear~!

Love the profile, but a couple things are a bit too short. The personality section must be at least 300 words, and the history must be at least 500. Once you fix these, I'll readily accept you~! ^_^

[maddiefingmatthews]

I for some reason have the perfect personality and the perfect history in my head, I just never can type it all! I fixed it up a bit with some fluff and what not. I hope its better now! I am eager to post Madeline!