[open] its just another year with out her

[faith Jannica Ho]

its always the same every year, its just another one with out her. allways the same as she is never here. to watch me grow up , to teach me languages and watch to be like her. i wish she was still here but she is not.

after thinking about here being dead and how it was allways the same faith shouted " why do you have to be dead, you know i need you and your not here" she then bursted in to tears and knelt down on the grass by the water nare some flowers.. she dint want to cry , she wanted to be big girl and hold it just like her brother said. it was no use as she couldn't help but cry she really missed her mum and nothing could replace her/ bring her back. she then shouted " i want you mum. why do i have to live with out you ?"she then said in her normal voice " thought we would be together forever, me, you , dad and young jae." she hoped her mum could her up there even though she would never be back alive, to replay.

[Dustin]

( There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned )

The snow was covering every bit of the ground. The beautiful flakes that fell from the sky covered the grass, wilted the flowers and made the lake solid as the walls as the school. It was this lake that he stood before. His hands were shoved deep into the pockets of his jacket, keeping him warm from the harsh winter winds. The sky was so bright today, it felt amazing to see it. Dustin had gotten out of Isolation recently, not that he was going to be free for long. The american boy just loved that isolation room, to be alone with his thoughts, his memories and his school work; he did miss his friends while in that though.

For a moment he thought of his friends, his sweet roommate and those two bright eyed girls ho always made him laugh. Thoughts of them faded however, and his eyes were locked on a girl who had come over to his area. She was not like the girl's in his thoughts, her hair was so dark as were her eyes. It clashed so violently against the deep snow, but he didn't pay attention to that, just her cries. Frowning, the male stepped over and didn't stop till he was beside her, pale face blank, eyes locked on her shaking form. Seemed she was having a mighty bad day. " Penny for your thoughts? "

(There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow)

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[faith Jannica Ho]

faith didnt notice the guy at first but when he said"A penny for your thoughts" faith couldn't help but start sing Fall Out Boy - Don't You Know Who I Think I Am? " but a dollar for your insides Or a fortune for your disaster" it didn't sound very good as she couldn't sing. she then looked at the guy "whoops i shouldn't of started singing as it doesn't sound in tune, i probably didn't even hit one note? anyways my thoughts are full of rage, anger and pain are you shore you want to know? as people know that when i am angry to leave me alone , wait no thats my bro. i don't get angry, i tend to hold it all in but 1 day every year for the past 5 years i feel like a house on fire ready to explode but never quit have." faith really could feel like she could today but new that if she did explode she would probably ended up in isolation and didn't really want that considering she hadn't been here long.

so instead she just picked up a stone and full on threw it in the water to try and take her anger out. she watched it bounce a few times and then fall.


(nope i didn't mind)

[Dustin]

( There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned )

The singing surprised the other, but he did gives a weak smile. It was indeed a bit a bit wonky on the vocal. However he couldn't judge her, though he could hold certain notes, he wasn't the damn best. Still, he just gave her a lazy smile, despite her words. For once the boy was't in one of his overly talking moods. He hardly was these days, something about this beautiful land and it's amazing snow just took his breath away; he didn't feel words were needed that much, to express himself. That, and he liked to keep things confusing, a mystery. It made him harder to understand, kept people guessing, and damn well amused him.

This girl had quite a bit to say, didn't she? Keeping his hands in his pockets, the american just shifted his eyes away, staring at the frozen lake. It was so damn beautiful.. he just wanted to slid on it. He didn't give this desire, instead looking back to the girl, silently watching her for a very long moment. The rock flew, and some the corner of his eye he saw it skid across the ice, thick with the Alaskan winter chill. A mere chuckle fell from his chapped lips, looking at her. .. well, ain't you a bundle of shock? Still... ya' shouldn't be sitting in the snow. Gonna get ya'self all wet and cold... He silently hoped she was wrapped up enough.

(There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow)

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[faith Jannica Ho]

faith was going to throw some more rocks or stones but gave up on the idea as she knew it was point less taking her anger out on something like this. though he brother would ever year and it would be funny seeing him take his anger out on pointless things like tress or fish as it was the case last year. she then promised her self that she would come back in the sumer and look after the fish if there where any. she then stopped crying " im a big girl im not going to cry, im going to hold it in."

she was waiting for the guys reply but it look like she wasn't getting one. she wasn't really in the mood for one any way. she didn't really want to tell him what was wrong. she then realized they guy had said something and deiced to reply. " nah im not a bundle of shock, im just being me" she then shivered a bit by this point faith was a lot colder than when she had sat down in the snow but she didnt care. " siting in the snow is fun as get to rember all those times when i slid and fell over at work in the cold. it shore was funny though. " she wasnt going to say the hole truth about why she was sat in the snow as she would just burst into tears again.